Yesterday I came home to a very sad baby who obviously feels left. The nanny sad he had been sad and slept very little. We had dinner he and I while having a skype date with my mother. We played pull the sock game and little one was laughing. He won all the rounds, so strong.
We brushed teeth, put olive oil on his skin because of the dry patches he has all over his body, the seem to be going away.so maybe changing cows milk to goet milk was a hit after all.
He slept in bed hugging me. He slept really good- he did wake up few times and wanted milk. My milk production (I sound like a cow don't I ?) has really increased, the flow seem to be less and goet milk seem to have a lovely effect on the body both in mine and the little one.
I love having my boy next to me, I woke up by him laughing in his sleep and it was just what I needed to hear.
How do you make children in that age know it is just as hard for a parent as it is for them to be apart. I may not be hugging a teddy bear, but I constantly feel empty without him. I feed my longing with watching video and stare at photograph of him.
If we only lived in Sweden.... We would have more time together... And down the line I wouldn't feel like a shit mother, who needs to work to get the economic stable.
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